My Life

2012-02-04T05:32:00.001+08:00

If we were to restart, would you still wanna be with me?有些事物，忘不了也忘不掉。曾經許的諾言，也未曾忘記。他們說，機會走了就沒有了。你說，希望我以後學會珍惜。我說，我想珍惜的人只有你。錯過太多，錯得離譜聽到你聲音，不能否決那股想抱緊你的念頭。對不起，我還愛著你。

2010-07-28T05:00:00.001+08:00

Should get inked.

New pursuit.

2010-03-27T12:29:00.002+08:00

Training started. Mon-fri, 9-6.Reminds me very much of my tuition life back in those days.Trying as much to comprehend and absorb the various concepts.

2010-03-17T12:14:00.000+08:00

Injured myself. sigh

quit, sick.

2010-03-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

Ok. Completed my last day, scored my new job in bank.And when i thought i could finally rest, i fell sick...roar...did some thinking for the past few days,i let go of certain past.. looking forward to a better future...

Exact sentiment

2010-01-19T06:52:00.000+08:00

2010-01-19T04:12:00.002+08:00

found this quote. "Someone who could not bear losing me to someone else."Am feeling like Someone right now...but most of the time... I still lose.

Its not enough afterall...

2010-01-19T02:16:00.001+08:00

You’ll come across a lot of people in your life.Ones you think will stay in your life, stay with you forever.You come across people you will love, very much.But sometimes... love isn’t enough to tackle all the obstacles in life and you will have to deal with the heartbreakof knowing that that person you love is gone and you’re left, alone.to try your very hardest to fall out of love.To do

Whats in my heart aint in your head.

2010-01-19T01:39:00.002+08:00

2010-01-19T01:37:00.000+08:00

Only in bold

2010-01-19T00:30:00.001+08:00

ONLY THE ONES IN BOLD.Appearance:I have many scars.I tan easily.I wish my hair was a different colour.I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance.I have/I’ve had braces.I wear glasses.I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.I have more than 2 piercings.I

relax

2010-01-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

A career switch?I aint sure. Lets keep our fingers crossed that they can work out something for someone like me, who is not cut out for bank sector. Lol.I count my blessings. Yes, I do have tons of screwed up days.But I believe that ultimately, I still have to seize the day.To live without regrets. To give my best. Put up the smile and serve.Thank you to the Big Guy up in the sky,He did forgive

Avatar. Pandora.

2010-01-14T00:36:00.006+08:00

Watched Avatar.In one of the vid log of Jake, he mentioned that the Na'vi world seems to be more realistic than the world he is living... Quote, "Everything is backwards now, like out there is the true world, and in here is the dream. "Now that am back home, and thoughts sinking in... I cant help but to feel how he feels.In the night, in the dark, in those moments is where I feel alive and real..

pursuit of happiness

2010-01-09T00:26:00.003+08:00

Spent my festive season working.Managed to do a few catch ups...Did some soul searching,I questioned myself, if I have ever truly loved?Memories took me on a roller coaster ride,I teared. I smiled. I mocked. Was all that I felt during then call love?Girls that did came into my life,Was the way I treated them call love?Someone who never fancies chocolate, flowers, cakes...Yet, learn abt it and

Taken frm Ben M

2009-12-28T04:07:00.000+08:00

Feeling bad isn't going to make the present good or change the past. You have to look into the future for inspiration.

2009-12-13T03:35:00.002+08:00

Its been a long while since I've inked any thoughts down...Past few years I've always rely on outside strength to avoid you,To lie and make believe that I have moved on.I remember how some of them left upon knowin you still hold an impt position on my heart.Those were the past. A past that I've let these girls down.Am not a Casanova, just a serial monogamist. As I may seek for the right one, I am

2009-11-01T06:00:00.001+08:00

Waiting is painful.Forgetting is painful.Not knowing which one to do is the worst kind of suffering.

2009-10-25T04:01:00.002+08:00

Its comin to the end of Oct. Within this year itself got involved in 2 relationships.I wish I can sort out my thoughts.But maybe all I should do now is concentrate on my job.Btw... I have shifted out frm my place.Am living in Yishun now.i dont even know wat to update anymore...

2009-09-30T00:54:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile hasnt it?Been trying to write smth, words just escape me.Sometimes, I just wanna disappear.

2009-09-05T03:06:00.002+08:00

A spontaneous movie. A good laugh.And... I smiled. Its been long since I smiled that much.Thanks.

2009-08-19T23:49:00.006+08:00

千疮百孔的心脆弱得再也经不起痛入骨髓的折磨，于是放了你，也放自己一条生路，把你凝结成一幅画，深深地刻在脑海里，看着，想着，可是不会再做画中人。。。置身画外，才能更好地欣赏画的美丽，不是吗？上帝让我在错误的时间遇见了你，我哭了；但是，上帝是公平的。如果, 他让我在正确的时间离开了你，你会哭吗？可以平静的面对她，纵然心里有种隐隐的说不出的酸楚，可是我不再落泪，哭泣是因为一个人的记忆在心里，无论怎样也不肯散去。曾经以为可以这样牵着手一路走下去，可是放手了才明白，一切只是两条平行线偶然的相交，当一切都烟消云散，平行的依旧平行，即使相隔不远，也已是人各天涯。。。我一次次的问自己：“爱你我怕了吗？”答案是肯定的，怕了，我是真的怕了。

2009-07-21T03:33:00.000+08:00

Christians often think that with the Bible, the course of life would be easy. Life's road would be polished glitteringly and instantly, when a person comes to Christ. Difficulties that once appeared will flee insanely once one says 'I am a Child of God'. Walking the Christian path would seemingly be like floating in cloud nine. If this is not the case, why do Christians idolize the hobby (or

2009-07-21T03:14:00.002+08:00

I've fallen...I have sunk so lowI messed upBetter I should knowSo don't come round hereAnd tell me I told you so...We fear from telling everybody our fears and aches because we fear they might turn their faces from us or tell us, "I told you so." We fear that we might be lonelier, which is why we choose to endure the reality we consider better than the possibilities of being in more pain, more

2009-07-21T03:02:00.001+08:00

I have this feeling that a depression never really leaves a person, it just subsides and stays in the dark for awhile waiting for the next, even the smallest things, to arise and feed its energy. That's when your head starts wandering around and your thoughts become preposterous.

Ramblings

2009-07-21T01:06:00.002+08:00

Into my second week as full-time.Stop thinkin abt time, Stop carin abt days,Basically, I just stop feeling.Abilities bein doubt, who wont?Unfairness runs in every workin environment.Either I let it hit me down,or I whack the shit out of it.Took Valium, doesnt seem to help though...Sigh... I dont know.Am gettin edgier...Am frustrated abt work stuff...Dunno what to do abt our communication...Yes...

2009-05-31T02:44:00.002+08:00

Clockin 100 hours in 2 weeks.Am proud of myself.I do apologise for lacking in time to accompany you lovelies.*Big big hug.I promise to spend more time soon k?Working seems to be a way to gain control of my life.Sounds a lil sad, but somehow true...Will survive. =)

Sun ring

2009-05-21T00:58:00.003+08:00

Things will be ok no matter how screwed up it is.Emotions may tie me down, work may stress me outGonna breakthrough all of it!Am a leo. Am ok!Hahahaha.. Love this pic that I found on deviantart.comCover me. Protect me. Understand me. Spoil me.Lalalala...Alrite, there's quite a number of ramblings gonna come...Clockin more hoursHot n cold treatment.Putting on Poker face.Keepin my options for

cookin. Dad,

2009-05-18T03:37:00.003+08:00

Arrangement made to have dinner at friend's place.Its been a long while, isnt it?With all the dramas, climax and sequels...What we need now is more jobs, more cash to do more things that'd make us happier.I remember cooking for the girls.Somehow having flashbacks now...Bad timing. sigh.Found the cloud pic from deviantart.com Reminds me of my heart.It can vanish after rain (cry)Guess here's

2009-05-13T02:37:00.001+08:00

A surprising test.You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on

2009-05-13T02:32:00.000+08:00

Your Working StyleYou are friendly, adaptable realists. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.You solve problems by being adaptable, and often

2009-05-07T00:29:00.002+08:00

很多时候都在想，自己所作的选择是否正确。经历的多少个交叉点，遇见了，分开了。兜兜转转了几回，最终，回到原点。说没有犹豫，是骗人的。Been working quite abit lately,Feeling better that am seeing the card gettin filled up,Yet, couldnt hide from the emptiness that's ringin within.Longin to be understood,yet, I dont ask for it.Contradicting, but its rational to me.Looking at all of them,I realized that am only a pit stop.When trouble comes, they'll come seeking

2009-04-08T23:32:00.001+08:00

2009-03-20T12:25:00.002+08:00

有时觉得快窒息了，看着周围的事物时，不禁的感慨。有心无力，这句话，应该很适合形容我的感受。想顺其自然，但我担心你说我没有尽力。想敞开胸怀，但我担心你觉得我不为你着想。想简单地爱，却比登天还难。面对这一切，我，沉默了。

2009-03-09T23:30:00.003+08:00

“有些爱情故事被收在潜意识中。有些爱情故事连当事人都说不出口。有些爱情故事只是一个回忆。有些爱情故事不能存在一个实在的世界。”终有些委屈的爱情能被演译得心甘情愿。想你的时候有些幸福，幸福得有些难过。我爱你，与你无关。我是你的风筝，线在你手上，可陪伴我的只有风……爱你，很久了，等你，也很久了，现在，我要离开你了，比很久很久还要久……习惯难受，习惯思念，习惯等你，可是却一直没有习惯看不到你…… 我竟然还在爱他！　　嘘……听，心碎的声音…… 忘却，是最无奈的爱。　　我很想爱他。让我在没有你的世界坚强。爱和死，哪个更冷？你转身，我下楼。　　我只想问你，若我回头，你还在不在？当你做对的时候，没有人会记得；当你做错的时候，连呼吸都是错。没有什么过不去，只是再也回不去。看着别人的故事，流着自己的眼泪。　　我喜欢现在的自己，我怀念过去的我们。不要骗我，你知道即使你的谎话我都会相信。

2009-03-06T05:13:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't

2008-10-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

"At every party, there are 2 kinds of people.-Those who wants to go home.-Those who wants to stay.The trouble is, they end up marrying each other. "-quoted by Ann Landers. Man-me-downs : Men who are passed on from one woman to another after a failed attempt at romance.So, does that mean the female counterparts would be... Woman-me-downs?Alright, I know I'm being a lil illogical here. Due to the

2008-10-13T22:35:00.004+08:00

Give me a reason not to like my classmates..hahahahaha

=D

2008-10-13T22:23:00.004+08:00

As mentioned earlier, sch term has started..With assignments that're packing up..Here are some photo updates as requested...Will be throwin more soon

sch.

2008-10-12T18:26:00.001+08:00

Having 4 modules, namely, Economics of Leisure & TourismPrinciples of Business Management (II) Marketing in Travel, Hospitality & TourismInformation Technology in Travel, Hospitality & TourismAm weighing all the pros and cons these days, leaving my mind blank from other issues in my life.Thinking if I should try to apply SPR, so that parents can buy a house using the combination of my brother and

2008-09-21T13:41:00.002+08:00

This is quite a late post.As you can see, posted below are some of the pics taken during Jasmine's early birthday bash.Held at Jab 1, Circular Rd. 13th of Sept 2008.We took the entire top floor. It was kinda cool as Singapore has banned indoor smoking...But there we were smoking away that night.The 2 princess were drunk that night..Further elaboration not needed.Overall it was fun and quite an

Dearest to heart.

2008-09-21T13:14:00.005+08:00

Updates1

2008-09-10T12:25:00.002+08:00

What have I done during the holidays? -Think think think-Basically... I did nothing! -Faints-Alright, I'm still teaching tuition.Pri and Sec is having their FYE.I'm getting stressed cuz I am responsible for the final result.-Talking gibberish-Gah~ How to make sure they do well?For those who wants updates in my life. Please continue reading...Family.The only thing I dont like about life now?I'm

Better alone than badly accompanied

2008-08-30T01:41:00.002+08:00

The stars shinning bright above, my hands typing down below.Words that usually escape me are flowing oh so fast.Comprehending all the lessons learnt, trying to classify it.With feelings tangled up in my heart, I’m trapped within.Though I thread my steps, entanglement seems unavoidable.As much as I’ve tried to minimise the impact caused,it somehow gets snowballed and eventually cause an avalanche.

Random Pictures.

2008-08-16T13:39:00.003+08:00

Alas, a decent pic. =DThere Jaymen goes again.. taunting "innocent mind"Robin immersed in bliss~ Show the love peeps!!! -peace out~ ><'' Not again... Motionless Shuyi and Robin. Aww... Amanda shy~~ Target changed. Triple J in this pic. =) Mr Darlie White. (Jaymen) =DOctopus Jaymen. Happy sandy. Robin aspire to be vampire eh?Joanna, what's so scary?

Pictures.

2008-08-03T18:52:00.003+08:00

Here's a series of Pics since school started.Meeting of different classmates.A Girl who shares the same birthday as me. Waffle cottage with Shuyi, Joanna and Jeremy. I'm hunting pics to be uploaded. Stay tuned.

updates. quotes.

2008-07-03T18:51:00.003+08:00

4 more days to my 1st paper. Trying to settle my heart and study.But I fail. Teaching tuitions to earn my living. Running different areas of this lil red dot on world map.Juggling my time to fit all. Attempt to fix my schedule.Is this the life that people have been talking about?为生活奔波。为理想干活？我累了。很想放弃一切，推开世俗。告诉我，到底我为了什么？为什么把自己搞得那么糟糕？为什么把感情搞得一塌糊涂？也许爱一个人，就是原以为她做任何事，愿意爱她，宠她，疼她，怜他，而不是心安理得地只享受对方的付出。

quotes

2008-07-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

1) "You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see." - Vanessa Williams2) "Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go." - Herman Hesse3) "Love never dies a natural death. It

to touch girls heart?

2008-04-20T08:32:00.003+08:00

To touch a girl's heart? •give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.• hug her from behind and wrap your arms around her like you'll never let her go.• leave her cute text notes.• tell her she looks beautiful.• look into her eyes when you talk to her.• let her mess with your hair.• touch her hair.• just walk around with her.• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.• look at her like she's the only girl you

Homosexuals? That's who I am. Judge me. I dare You.

2007-04-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

An article I found online. Below are some incidents that caused much distress to our lives.-Angry for being teased about his last name and confident that God's Word supported his tragic plan of action, Mr.Ronald E. Gay shouted, "I am a Christian soldier, working for my Lord." Claiming that "Jesus does not want these people in his heaven," he shot seven innocent gay and lesbian people.-Matthew