Feeling bad isn't going to make the present good or change the past.
You have to look into the future for inspiration.

Its been a long while since I've inked any thoughts down...
Past few years I've always rely on outside strength to avoid you,
To lie and make believe that I have moved on.

I remember how some of them left upon knowin you still hold an impt position on my heart.
Those were the past. A past that I've let these girls down.

Am not a Casanova, just a serial monogamist.
As I may seek for the right one, I am in the process of making myself a better person.
I'd rather be focusing in building a career, financially stable.

Once in awhile, I do feel a certain void in me. Try as I may to ignore it,
I've learnt to embrace it and understand it. I learn to reason with it and let the feeling sink.

Some say I've become jaded.
Some say am no longer the same.

I say, I may not be able to forget but neither shall it hinder me from creating a better future for myself.

Would you question, why is it the recent intimacy no longer affects me?
Why shld I let it affect me when we know there's no outcome from it?

Life is beautiful, live it.

26th July
Loves coffee.
Part-time lover.
Full-time friend.

Luv letter - Dj Okawari



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